He Said,,,

Because you’re putting me on the edge, he said
Was I too scared to admit that my heart was dead

I want to be there for you, he said
Just like the venom swimming in my head

I want to see you soon, he said
I do … But all I can see is red

Just say you won’t let go, he said
Your words wash away what my demons bled

I love you, he said
Guilty, my heart pled

I love youBut I’m terrified from it


Imperfect Stranger


Moved around memories I’ve kept in the dusty shelf


Under your cloud, I’ve bled my tears in what seems forever


Are an art form of a song I looped endlessly without getting bored


Told me words I never wanted to hear but needed them to wake me


Held on to me even when I was a reckless mess of a human

Emotionally Abused

It’s quite hollow if you look closely
My corpse is more of a shell but hazy
I lost my soul trying to find you
Would you over-dose me with feelings for two ?
My skin is bruised and my mind is battered
Don’t hold my hand, I’m too afraid to move forward
Emotionally drained with an abused tear
Embrace what’s left of me that lives in fear
Fractured and broken shards of me trying to cry
I gave up on what you call feelings, how can I fly ?